so i was abandon at 6 moths and set off seas to peru for 5 years than reunited at 5, and 4 other times before ive turned 18 becasue thats when i left home and moved out.
now im 22 and have a son thats 10 months, and cant help but do the same thing to him as if it was instinct. i have to do improvements on my life and im leaving the state to a better job leaving my son with his dads mom, so…wtf?
basically im not going o see him becasue me and his dad are splitting up and im permitly moving to anather state.
my family even though they abandon me recently theyve came back to my life and i cant believe i actually care about what they might think.. theyve done it to me but i dont “intentionally” am rying to abandon my son, its just somethining i have to do.
but why do i care about there opinions? why?
its not that i want to leave him, i just dot have the finacial means to take care of him ok,
i wish i did have them but i dont, plus im going to be staying with someone for the mean time and i cant have a newborn there with me, its better for my son, im not a bad person, just the circumstances are like they are you moron