when i was 6 months my mom sent me to peru with my aunt till i was 4 yrsold. (btw she kept my sis which was 6 at the time). she blamed my dad because he kept pushing her to do it because she was getting her citizenship and was working.
basically i was bounced around for many yrs including my teenage yrs which everytime lasted for almost 2 yrs. ive been to peru 5xs and stayed there without my family for almost 2yrs. my mom always treated my older and younger brother diffrently than me,like she loves them more.
anyways i have a 4 month old son and living with my 33 yr old bf and his mom. me and my bf dont get along like we used to,hes always ignoring me, calling me names,hes so jelouse, he hates seeing me happy all he wants is for me to stay home. w’ve been together for 4yrs ever since i was 17.i dont think he wants to marry me although he say later on which feels really like an excuse. i feel defeated when im with him and want t leave him. i went to the woman shelter 1x with my son and it was so hard for me, because the responsibility was so much that i came back.
i feel like my son is better off with his grama and dad for the mean time till iget my liscense,job,place.
i want to get back with my ex, he makes me feel so alive and hes so smart, he wants to marry me , get me a car, he wants me to go to school, he wants the best for me, he says later on we can get my son back from his dad once i have all that..the thing is that my ex lives in anather state.
i want to leave so badbut im ashame what my famil may think, i mean my mom has done it to me so why should i care what they think.
should i care? plus shs not like a motherly person, she doesnt know me a daughter rather than someone that she gave birth to even thugh she trys to hide it.