Thank you all for answering my previous question, now I need to add a little more detail as to whats coming up. I made a mistake in 2008 by leaving a good job position and moving to Lima, Peru for a girl a met online. Everything possible went wrong!! Lost her in the process and needed despirate help. So I met another ***** that gave me food and cloths to help me find a job (teaching english). Now me and that girl is planning to get married this coming year. Sounds great? here is the problem. I have a good job but I just dont like it here in peru, and my financial situation. It is really tough to live here especially if you want to be comfortable. The main reason i agree to marry her is because she is willing to live with me to help save money, work together so we can both go to the USA, I feel like I owe it to her for all she did for me in 2008. sometimes I feel like I am making a mistake because I am still emocionaly unstable and now getting married? Should I trust that things will get better? or should I just leave her and everything and take a huge risk and return to my country and start over (at rock bottom living with my mom)? By the way I have my “green card” here that doesn’t expire until dec of 2010, I am paying a lot for it because my job requires it.
So staying here makes more since but i am emotionally strained due to the situation that I’m in. Returning to the USA would help with the emotional part because I’ll be home with my family but I would have to start all over again. What should I do?